September sucked.
I got shorted $100 from a paycheck, so to make sure I avoided a bounced check I got a payday loan–which made me swallow my pride, but was less than either paying rent late or return check fees… i was plagued by chronic headaches… I didn’t see Aaron at all… then I got sick… I’ve never been sick in September, but it seems like everyone has a cold; I’m not sure what it is–there must be some epidemiological evidence for the increased incidence of rotavirus/coronavirus in Portage, but it’s still weird… it’s usually November by the time I get my first cold. Anyhow, I spent my three day weekend mostly asleep, then all of this week sick… work this week sucked. I got yelled at unnecessarily and unprofessionally… BV and I worked through our colds while someone called in sick on Thursday only to show up for her shift at another store on Friday (IF I WOULD HAVE DONE THAT, I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN FIRED OR AT LEAST NOT SCHEDULED THE NEXT WEEK ::biiter::)… I missed two Casey Stratton concerts that I desperately wanted to see… I didn’t get to see Aaron at all… and well, I’m getting over this cold.
I start October with just enough money to buy some milk and pay rent. This week I worked 2 hours overtime, so with that money I’m going to see Aaron next weekend.
My lease is up in two months and I wonder… should I stay or should I go?

I’m sorry. *hug*
Come fly with me let’s fly awaaaaaaaay ::jazz hands::